It means, it's been 5 years since the first time I realized that the feeling was special. I don't want to talk much about it, since I know I am not supposed to discuss that thing publicly.
Well, I promise myself that I am gonna forget this feeling no matter what. He does not belong to me, and he will never be mine. Seriously.
I told myself I should stop hopping, and this is what I do. I know that actually hope is a waking dream. But ironic, the hope is not mine.
And again, I am not the protagonist, that's why I should quit my acting. I should face the reality and try to love another guy. Sure. I will do it.
Because I know, my life is better without him.
~Asa~
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