No one knows where the future will bring us,
except God
But sometimes I'm just too scared of my own thoughts,
I'm scared of the thoughts that you're going to leave me
Without words.
Because people said,
love comes and goes with no reason.
Feel free to call me a coward,
If I wake up in the next morning,
and you're not longer mine,
it will be the day that I fear of the most,
and it will be the day that I have nothing left
but severe heartbreak.
Okay. It's nothing. Ignore me.
Going to sleep now. Bye.
Monday, March 19, 2012
Sunday, March 4, 2012
When more becomes too much
Now I understand what actually happened
I am nothing but just a hypocrite who always lost control of myself
I couldn't even take over my own mind, desire and heart
When the rationality was gone, I know something went wrong.
I should have known how to refuse
I should learn, yes, I have to.
Well, I know you would not understand what I'm talking about right now
Just ignore me
This is merely a random stupid post as the stupid thought came so sudden.
So yes, I am such a hypocrite
I don't want to remain one in the future
Forgive me, Lord.
~Asa~
I am nothing but just a hypocrite who always lost control of myself
I couldn't even take over my own mind, desire and heart
When the rationality was gone, I know something went wrong.
I should have known how to refuse
I should learn, yes, I have to.
Well, I know you would not understand what I'm talking about right now
Just ignore me
This is merely a random stupid post as the stupid thought came so sudden.
So yes, I am such a hypocrite
I don't want to remain one in the future
Forgive me, Lord.
~Asa~
Monday, February 20, 2012
Random post
Heard about this quote before?
"When you love someone, don't let him/her become your everything. Because when he/she leaves, you'll have nothing left."
Personally, I think it's true. But let me add some other sentences to make it clear. Modifying is not a crime, yes?
"But let God be your everything. Human beings are not perfect. However, believe me, God will never leave you alone. Trust him, you'll be fine."
~Asa~
"When you love someone, don't let him/her become your everything. Because when he/she leaves, you'll have nothing left."
Personally, I think it's true. But let me add some other sentences to make it clear. Modifying is not a crime, yes?
"But let God be your everything. Human beings are not perfect. However, believe me, God will never leave you alone. Trust him, you'll be fine."
~Asa~
Sunday, January 22, 2012
22 January 2012
Hi readers! Here's a warm greeting from Siantar! :D
It's been quite long though, since the last time I blogged. Sorry for that, I've been so busy since I had to finish all the assignments before CNY, therefore I would be able to totally enjoy my holiday without worrying about anything else. I thought yes, but I just remembered I haven't done my Psychology last Lab Journal. Well, somehow I regret. I should have finished it before going back to hometown :(
Anyway, I just arrived at my hometown around 12 last night. I was terribly tired after going through 2-hour-jam from Medan to Rampa. I think the driver (my brother) was even more exhausted than me. But, since I woke up at 4.30 am yesterday to catch 8am flight, so now I'm kinda suffering from sleep deprivation. I still can't fix my severe dark eye circle at the bottom of my "beautiful" eyes :(
Tomorrow I will be going to my grandma house in Medan (again?), for "pai ni" and angpao. LOL XD
It will be tiring, since we'll go back on the same day, at night after the visit. Then, I'll be free for couple of days in Siantar. We've planned to go to Brastagi for refreshing though, it will be on 28 till 30 January. Unfortunately, I need to go back Malaysia on 3 February. How I wish I can stay here a little bit longer (I guess humans are never satisfied XP)
So yea, I'm a bit scared that I won't have time to study, since my exam will be on 8 and 9. Too many deadlines, huh? But I've been going through worse than this before. Take it easy. I'll be able to handle it, no worries :D
Well, I should spare time to study. Time management is all I need :)
I'll update you my holiday photos after going back from Brastagi. Just wait, if you do interested in, nyehehe. Jya ne.
PS: Happy Chinese New Year all! Feel free to drop by my house if you want, but you do have to inform me first. Hopefully all of you enjoy your holiday! Bye :)
It's been quite long though, since the last time I blogged. Sorry for that, I've been so busy since I had to finish all the assignments before CNY, therefore I would be able to totally enjoy my holiday without worrying about anything else. I thought yes, but I just remembered I haven't done my Psychology last Lab Journal. Well, somehow I regret. I should have finished it before going back to hometown :(
Anyway, I just arrived at my hometown around 12 last night. I was terribly tired after going through 2-hour-jam from Medan to Rampa. I think the driver (my brother) was even more exhausted than me. But, since I woke up at 4.30 am yesterday to catch 8am flight, so now I'm kinda suffering from sleep deprivation. I still can't fix my severe dark eye circle at the bottom of my "beautiful" eyes :(
Tomorrow I will be going to my grandma house in Medan (again?), for "pai ni" and angpao. LOL XD
It will be tiring, since we'll go back on the same day, at night after the visit. Then, I'll be free for couple of days in Siantar. We've planned to go to Brastagi for refreshing though, it will be on 28 till 30 January. Unfortunately, I need to go back Malaysia on 3 February. How I wish I can stay here a little bit longer (I guess humans are never satisfied XP)
So yea, I'm a bit scared that I won't have time to study, since my exam will be on 8 and 9. Too many deadlines, huh? But I've been going through worse than this before. Take it easy. I'll be able to handle it, no worries :D
Well, I should spare time to study. Time management is all I need :)
I'll update you my holiday photos after going back from Brastagi. Just wait, if you do interested in, nyehehe. Jya ne.
PS: Happy Chinese New Year all! Feel free to drop by my house if you want, but you do have to inform me first. Hopefully all of you enjoy your holiday! Bye :)
Sunday, January 1, 2012
It's new year!
Dear readers,
This is my first post on the first day of January 2012. I'm welcoming this new year with bright smile on my face although in fact I suffered from sleep deprivation due to last night's countdown "celebration". Not a real celebration actually, I was just watching fireworks, greeting each others, spraying snow spray everywhere and having "loklok" for supper. So I guess, I failed my "losing weight" plan, huh? Since on the very first day I've already stuffed my stomach with nice and fattening foods. Hmm... Okay, it doesn't really matter. It's new year anyway! People have their own ways to enjoy it! :)
As I remember, last night was my first time doing the countdown without my family. Last year, I celebrated 2011 with my sister in Japan. Well, you might say "wow" but trust me it's not as great as you thought. The temple was so crowded, I couldn't even breathe. People kept on stepping my feet and pushed me behind. Moreover, it was freezing too.
But still, new year is new year. You'd feel excited no matter why :P
As I flash back, two years ago I spent my new year with my family. We're watching fireworks from rooftop, greeting each others and going to Toba Lake for holiday on the following day. Three years ago was almost same, if I was not mistaken. So, this year was quite special. I spent it in Malaysia without my parents or sister or brothers. Somehow I felt so lonely :(
But again, new year is new year! You'll feel excited to welcome it! :D
Therefore, I want to greet you all, Happy New Year 2012! What are you hesitating? New days full with better and greater experiences await in front of us!
So guys, are you excited?
You must say, "Aye aye, captain!" :P
GBU :)
~Asa~
This is my first post on the first day of January 2012. I'm welcoming this new year with bright smile on my face although in fact I suffered from sleep deprivation due to last night's countdown "celebration". Not a real celebration actually, I was just watching fireworks, greeting each others, spraying snow spray everywhere and having "loklok" for supper. So I guess, I failed my "losing weight" plan, huh? Since on the very first day I've already stuffed my stomach with nice and fattening foods. Hmm... Okay, it doesn't really matter. It's new year anyway! People have their own ways to enjoy it! :)
As I remember, last night was my first time doing the countdown without my family. Last year, I celebrated 2011 with my sister in Japan. Well, you might say "wow" but trust me it's not as great as you thought. The temple was so crowded, I couldn't even breathe. People kept on stepping my feet and pushed me behind. Moreover, it was freezing too.
But still, new year is new year. You'd feel excited no matter why :P
As I flash back, two years ago I spent my new year with my family. We're watching fireworks from rooftop, greeting each others and going to Toba Lake for holiday on the following day. Three years ago was almost same, if I was not mistaken. So, this year was quite special. I spent it in Malaysia without my parents or sister or brothers. Somehow I felt so lonely :(
But again, new year is new year! You'll feel excited to welcome it! :D
Therefore, I want to greet you all, Happy New Year 2012! What are you hesitating? New days full with better and greater experiences await in front of us!
So guys, are you excited?
You must say, "Aye aye, captain!" :P
GBU :)
~Asa~
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