Hi readers! Here's a warm greeting from Siantar! :D
It's been quite long though, since the last time I blogged. Sorry for that, I've been so busy since I had to finish all the assignments before CNY, therefore I would be able to totally enjoy my holiday without worrying about anything else. I thought yes, but I just remembered I haven't done my Psychology last Lab Journal. Well, somehow I regret. I should have finished it before going back to hometown :(
Anyway, I just arrived at my hometown around 12 last night. I was terribly tired after going through 2-hour-jam from Medan to Rampa. I think the driver (my brother) was even more exhausted than me. But, since I woke up at 4.30 am yesterday to catch 8am flight, so now I'm kinda suffering from sleep deprivation. I still can't fix my severe dark eye circle at the bottom of my "beautiful" eyes :(
Tomorrow I will be going to my grandma house in Medan (again?), for "pai ni" and angpao. LOL XD
It will be tiring, since we'll go back on the same day, at night after the visit. Then, I'll be free for couple of days in Siantar. We've planned to go to Brastagi for refreshing though, it will be on 28 till 30 January. Unfortunately, I need to go back Malaysia on 3 February. How I wish I can stay here a little bit longer (I guess humans are never satisfied XP)
So yea, I'm a bit scared that I won't have time to study, since my exam will be on 8 and 9. Too many deadlines, huh? But I've been going through worse than this before. Take it easy. I'll be able to handle it, no worries :D
Well, I should spare time to study. Time management is all I need :)
I'll update you my holiday photos after going back from Brastagi. Just wait, if you do interested in, nyehehe. Jya ne.
PS: Happy Chinese New Year all! Feel free to drop by my house if you want, but you do have to inform me first. Hopefully all of you enjoy your holiday! Bye :)
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Sunday, January 1, 2012
It's new year!
Dear readers,
This is my first post on the first day of January 2012. I'm welcoming this new year with bright smile on my face although in fact I suffered from sleep deprivation due to last night's countdown "celebration". Not a real celebration actually, I was just watching fireworks, greeting each others, spraying snow spray everywhere and having "loklok" for supper. So I guess, I failed my "losing weight" plan, huh? Since on the very first day I've already stuffed my stomach with nice and fattening foods. Hmm... Okay, it doesn't really matter. It's new year anyway! People have their own ways to enjoy it! :)
As I remember, last night was my first time doing the countdown without my family. Last year, I celebrated 2011 with my sister in Japan. Well, you might say "wow" but trust me it's not as great as you thought. The temple was so crowded, I couldn't even breathe. People kept on stepping my feet and pushed me behind. Moreover, it was freezing too.
But still, new year is new year. You'd feel excited no matter why :P
As I flash back, two years ago I spent my new year with my family. We're watching fireworks from rooftop, greeting each others and going to Toba Lake for holiday on the following day. Three years ago was almost same, if I was not mistaken. So, this year was quite special. I spent it in Malaysia without my parents or sister or brothers. Somehow I felt so lonely :(
But again, new year is new year! You'll feel excited to welcome it! :D
Therefore, I want to greet you all, Happy New Year 2012! What are you hesitating? New days full with better and greater experiences await in front of us!
So guys, are you excited?
You must say, "Aye aye, captain!" :P
GBU :)
~Asa~
This is my first post on the first day of January 2012. I'm welcoming this new year with bright smile on my face although in fact I suffered from sleep deprivation due to last night's countdown "celebration". Not a real celebration actually, I was just watching fireworks, greeting each others, spraying snow spray everywhere and having "loklok" for supper. So I guess, I failed my "losing weight" plan, huh? Since on the very first day I've already stuffed my stomach with nice and fattening foods. Hmm... Okay, it doesn't really matter. It's new year anyway! People have their own ways to enjoy it! :)
As I remember, last night was my first time doing the countdown without my family. Last year, I celebrated 2011 with my sister in Japan. Well, you might say "wow" but trust me it's not as great as you thought. The temple was so crowded, I couldn't even breathe. People kept on stepping my feet and pushed me behind. Moreover, it was freezing too.
But still, new year is new year. You'd feel excited no matter why :P
As I flash back, two years ago I spent my new year with my family. We're watching fireworks from rooftop, greeting each others and going to Toba Lake for holiday on the following day. Three years ago was almost same, if I was not mistaken. So, this year was quite special. I spent it in Malaysia without my parents or sister or brothers. Somehow I felt so lonely :(
But again, new year is new year! You'll feel excited to welcome it! :D
Therefore, I want to greet you all, Happy New Year 2012! What are you hesitating? New days full with better and greater experiences await in front of us!
So guys, are you excited?
You must say, "Aye aye, captain!" :P
GBU :)
~Asa~
Saturday, December 31, 2011
The last day of 2011
Dear readers, it's been awhile since the last time I blogged. Kinda missed blogging to be honest, but I have no choice since I don't have time to just relax and write. December was hectic. Actually I don't want to sound like complaining, but well the only word I can think of to describe what I feel in this month is: exhausting. I'm extremely exhausted. My part-time job did drain my energy to its minimum level.
By the way, today is the last day of 2011. I am quite excited to welcome 2012. But part of me is also not willing to let 2011 go. I mean, I've experienced many wonderful things this year, which would be too long if I tried to list them all here :P
Apparently time flies, sometimes too fast until I did not even have chance to capture every moment in my life properly. But no, I will not forget. I will cherish those memories, because you know, some memories are just too beautiful to be forgotten. I just want to thank everyone who has colored my days in this 2011. I won't forget those sweet moments we've been through together, while the bitter ones, leaving them behind might be a wise choice :)
However, sometimes the bitter moments even sharpen your maturity. Therefore, I feel so grateful to have those experiences in this 2011 :)
I just hope that 2012 will be a better year. My resolution? Hmm. Getting good grades, losing weight, being more independent and diligent and loving God and my families more.
PS: Next year too, I want to spend my time more with You and you :D
~Asa~
By the way, today is the last day of 2011. I am quite excited to welcome 2012. But part of me is also not willing to let 2011 go. I mean, I've experienced many wonderful things this year, which would be too long if I tried to list them all here :P
Apparently time flies, sometimes too fast until I did not even have chance to capture every moment in my life properly. But no, I will not forget. I will cherish those memories, because you know, some memories are just too beautiful to be forgotten. I just want to thank everyone who has colored my days in this 2011. I won't forget those sweet moments we've been through together, while the bitter ones, leaving them behind might be a wise choice :)
However, sometimes the bitter moments even sharpen your maturity. Therefore, I feel so grateful to have those experiences in this 2011 :)
I just hope that 2012 will be a better year. My resolution? Hmm. Getting good grades, losing weight, being more independent and diligent and loving God and my families more.
PS: Next year too, I want to spend my time more with You and you :D
~Asa~
Sunday, December 18, 2011
I just can't please everyone
Probably I'm just being over sensitive these days. I know I'm just a fragile little girl who is trying hard to be mature and responsible. Not to brag anything, but you know, I try extremely hard to be such an understanding person. I really try to please everyone. All the time.
Time after time I realize, is it what I really want to do? To please everyone and just throw away my ego somewhere else while realizing that it's been so painful all the time? Smiling even if it's bleeding inside? Trying to hold back while the tears are about to flood? I'm just not being me. What a shame.
Every word feels like sword. Every tone sounds like thunder. And every gesture makes me wonder, where did I go wrong?
Overwhelmed. And I just can't stand.
People change. That's true. Now, it's not like it used to be. And I'm getting tired of trying to please someone who never appreciate my good will. It's like, I tried to hold your hands, but you pushed me aside, walked away without ever looking back. Was it hurt?
If you're not mentally sick, it would be "yes".
However, as I think about it, maybe I'm just wasting my time here, thinking of someone who doesn't even care or want to know about how I feel. Just like talking to a mute. So all I can do is being myself even though I can't please everyone.
I tried hard to pray for this person, but I just couldn't do it. Praying for someone who has hurt you is not easy after all.
I'm sorry for that, God.
~Asa~
Time after time I realize, is it what I really want to do? To please everyone and just throw away my ego somewhere else while realizing that it's been so painful all the time? Smiling even if it's bleeding inside? Trying to hold back while the tears are about to flood? I'm just not being me. What a shame.
Every word feels like sword. Every tone sounds like thunder. And every gesture makes me wonder, where did I go wrong?
Overwhelmed. And I just can't stand.
People change. That's true. Now, it's not like it used to be. And I'm getting tired of trying to please someone who never appreciate my good will. It's like, I tried to hold your hands, but you pushed me aside, walked away without ever looking back. Was it hurt?
If you're not mentally sick, it would be "yes".
However, as I think about it, maybe I'm just wasting my time here, thinking of someone who doesn't even care or want to know about how I feel. Just like talking to a mute. So all I can do is being myself even though I can't please everyone.
I tried hard to pray for this person, but I just couldn't do it. Praying for someone who has hurt you is not easy after all.
I'm sorry for that, God.
~Asa~
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Summer semester
It's been a while since the last time I blogged. Sorry for that, but well it doesn't really matter since I don't think I have loyal readers who always follow my writings. And I don't feel that my blog is attractive enough, you know, I rarely include pictures or video in it. So frankly said, my blog is just too plain and boring.
I don't care anyway. As long as I can pour all my thoughts into writings, I have already been quite satisfied.
So yea, this is my second week of working, the sixth week of Psychology lecture and the first week of Marketing lecture in this summer semester. Am I busy? Yes, I hardly find time to even watch a movie. But surprisingly, I enjoy this kind of situation. Working till late at night, not this part, but I do enjoy my summer classes. Well, to my surprise, I like Psychology more than Marketing. I thought I would fall asleep during Psychology lectures, but no, this subject is really fun. Mostly the topics which had been covered in the lectures were really interesting, which made me stay awake and keep listening to the lecturer carefully.
How I hope I can score well this summer semester. I mean, come on, it's only two subjects! (I'm not underestimating. I am just feeling useless if I can't score better than in normal semester, though in fact I am quite busy with my part-time job).
I know I have to focus on my study first. You don't need to tell me about that :)
By the way, I can't wait for Chinese New Year. Even though I will be only going back for less than 5 days, I am really looking forward to coming back home. I miss my hometown, my family, my bedroom, my piano and my friends (I am not sure whether they miss me or not). So yea, I feel that time moves too slow now.
Therefore, feel free to call selfish. Unfortunately, what people said is true, that humans are never satisfied with what they have. They always want to have what they want, forgetting the fact that actually they have to want what they have instead. So I am one of those, no?
And I am missing someone right now.
PS: I wish you were here.
~Asa~
I don't care anyway. As long as I can pour all my thoughts into writings, I have already been quite satisfied.
So yea, this is my second week of working, the sixth week of Psychology lecture and the first week of Marketing lecture in this summer semester. Am I busy? Yes, I hardly find time to even watch a movie. But surprisingly, I enjoy this kind of situation. Working till late at night, not this part, but I do enjoy my summer classes. Well, to my surprise, I like Psychology more than Marketing. I thought I would fall asleep during Psychology lectures, but no, this subject is really fun. Mostly the topics which had been covered in the lectures were really interesting, which made me stay awake and keep listening to the lecturer carefully.
How I hope I can score well this summer semester. I mean, come on, it's only two subjects! (I'm not underestimating. I am just feeling useless if I can't score better than in normal semester, though in fact I am quite busy with my part-time job).
I know I have to focus on my study first. You don't need to tell me about that :)
By the way, I can't wait for Chinese New Year. Even though I will be only going back for less than 5 days, I am really looking forward to coming back home. I miss my hometown, my family, my bedroom, my piano and my friends (I am not sure whether they miss me or not). So yea, I feel that time moves too slow now.
Therefore, feel free to call selfish. Unfortunately, what people said is true, that humans are never satisfied with what they have. They always want to have what they want, forgetting the fact that actually they have to want what they have instead. So I am one of those, no?
And I am missing someone right now.
PS: I wish you were here.
~Asa~
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